“I have heard Mullá Muhammad-i-Mu’allim, a native of Núr, in
the province of Mázindarán, who was a fervent admirer of both Shaykh Ahmad and
Siyyid Kázim, relate this story:
‘I was in those days recognised as one of the favoured
disciples of Hájí Mírzá Muhammad, and lived in the same school in which he
taught. My room adjoined his room, and we were closely associated together. On
the day that he was engaged in discussion with Mullá Husayn, I overheard their
conversation from beginning to end, and was deeply affected by the ardour, the
fluency, and learning of that youthful stranger. I was surprised at the evasive
answers, the arrogance, and contemptuous behaviour of Hájí Mírzá Muhammad.
That day I felt strongly attracted by the charm of that
youth, and deeply resented the unseemly conduct of my teacher towards him. I
concealed my feelings, however, and pretended to ignore his discussions with
Mullá Husayn. I was seized with a passionate desire to meet the latter, and
ventured, at the hour of midnight, to visit him. He did not expect me, but I
knocked at his door, and found him awake seated beside his lamp. He received me
affectionately, and spoke to me with extreme courtesy and tenderness. I
unburdened my heart to him, and as I was addressing him, tears, which I could
not repress, flowed from my eyes.